Hi, mera naam Mehak (original naam Mohit hai, kyunki by birth main ek ladka hu) hai, aur main ek gay crossdresser hu. Meri age 32 years hai. Height 5’7″ and rang gora hai. Main Punjab India ka rehne wala hu, aur kaafi time se france mein reh raha hu.
Main bachpan se hi ladies ki tarah sochta tha. Mera mann hamesha ladkiyon ki tarah rehne ko, kapde pehnne ko, makeup karne ko rehta tha. But main ek Rural family se hu, so waha aisi soch rakhna ek jurm hota hai. So main apni feelings ko andar hi andar chhupa ke rakhta.
Lekin fir bhi main chori-chori apni maa ke kapde pehanta. Unka makeup laga ke sheeshe mein dekhta. Unki panty aur bra pehanta. Mujhe bahut acha feel hota. Dil karta ki ek-dum se ladki ban jau. Lekin India mein reh ke iske aage nahi badh saka. Fir kismat khuli aur 22 years ki age mein main study karne Paris [france] aa gaya. Ye meri zindagi ka sabse khoobsurat turn tha.
Main azaad ho gaya, aur khoob saare ladies kapde liye, undergarments liye, makeup liya. Roz raat ko ghar aake main ek ladki ki zindagi jeeta. Ladki ki dress mein main apne aap ko dekhta rehta. Ab tak main akela rehta tha, so mujhe akela-pann feel hone laga. Sex karne ki aag mere andar out of control ho gayi. Lekin koi mil nahi raha tha mere type ka.
Roz raat ko gaand mein oil laga ke gaajar daal kar apne aap ko shant karta. But mera jism isse kuch aur zyada maang raha tha. Mera muh lund dhoondh raha tha, jise muh mein leke main choosna chaahta tha. Gaand ki seal tudwana chaahta tha.
Fir kismat khuli ek din jab main train mein Rakib ko mila. Uski 28 age aur height 5 feet 9 inch thi. Saawla rang, bahut attractive, aur Kolkata ka rehne wala tha. Indian hone ki wajah se hamne ek-doosre se hi-hello ki, aur number exchange kar liya. Fir dheere-dheere baatein hui, aur mulakaatein shuru ho gayi.
Wo bhi akela rehta tha. Lekin abhi tak use meri sexuality ke baare aur mujhe uski pasand ke baare mein nahi pata tha. Ek din usne evening ko kaha uske ghar ke owner ne use ghar se nikaal diya tha kisi reason se, to kya thode din mere sath reh sakta tha.
Main to yahi chaahta tha, so maine use usi time yes keh di. Fir use ghar aane ko kaha. Maine usi pal soch liya ki ab usse main apni feeling share karunga, aur main apni sexuality hide nahi kar sakta. Uske aane se pehle maine poori taiyaari kar li, kapdo ke neeche ladies undergarment pehan liye. Poore body ke hairs remove karke chikna kar liya.
Evening ko door ki bell baji. Maine darwaza khola. Black shorts aur white t-shirt mein uski look ek-dum end thi. Mera khud pe control khatam ho raha tha. Hamne andar aake khaana khaaya aur kuch time baatein ki. Fir sone ke liye bed pe chale gaye. Ek bed hone ki wajah se hum ek hi bed pe sone ke liye let gaye.
Main apni feelings use batana chaahta tha, lekin himmat nahi ho rahi thi. So sone ka drama karne laga. Thode time baad maine feel kiya ke meri gaand pe halki-halki si hatho ki touching ho rahi thi. Main samajh gaya ki kismat khulne wali thi. Lekin fir bhi maine sone ka drama kiya.
Fir usne apna hath meri chest pe laake masalna shuru kiya. Usne feel kar liya ki neeche bra thi. Bas fir kya tha.
Usne kaha: Mohit main tere liye hi tere ghar aaya hu.
Main ek-dum shock se uski taraf karwat le kar mud gaya.
Maine kaha: Tujhe kaise pata chala ke main gay hu?
Usne kaha: Maine note kiya jab hum milte hai, tera dhyan mere hontho aur lund ki taraf rehta tha. Aur teri email id pe Mehak naam hai.
Haye! Main samajh gaya tha ki ye koi khiladi hai.
Maine kaha: Haa mera naam Mehak hai, aur mujhe tu pasand hai, aur main sirf gay hi nahi crossdresser bhi hu.
Usne kaha: Dikhao, main tera husn dekhu.
Fir kya tha, maine dheere se shorts utara. Pink colour ki panty mein uske saamne baith gayi. Fir kya tha, sab out of control ho gaya. Rakib toot pada mere upar. Apne hatho se meri t-shirt utaar di, aur pink colour ki sexy bra mein dekh ke mujhe kehne laga-
Rakib: Tum to sexy ladkiyon ko bhi peeche chhodh rahi ho.
Maine kaha: Pehle din se hi main teri banne ko taiyaar thi. Ab se main teri hu. Aaja ye raat ko yaadgaar banate hai.
Ye sunte hi uske lips mere lips ke upar aa chipke, aur maine apni zindagi ke pehli kiss ka maza lena shuru kiya. Wo to jaanwar ban gaya, aur mere hontho ko aise choosne laga jaise phool se madhumakhi rass leti hai. Haye meri poori body mein aag si lag gayi. Mere andar ki ladki poore joban pe aa gayi.
Dheere-dheere wo meri bra utaar ke mere chhote-chhote boobs choosne laga. Haye main to swarg mein pahunch gayi.
Uska daanto se dheere-dheere mujhe kaatna mujhe kisi aur hi duniya mein le gaya. Ab maine dheere se Rakib ke shorts ko utara aur underwear mein hath daal kar pehli baar zindagi mein real mein kisi aur ke lund ko touch kiya.
Uska lund 6 inch bada hoga aur mota tha. Mere lips aur hath ab control se baahar the. Maine Rakib ko kaha-
Main: Ab mujhe meri khwahish poori karne de.
Wo samajh gaya ki ab nain kya chaahti thi. Wo underwear aur T-shirt utaar ke let gaya. Mere andar ki randi aurat abhi control se baahar thi. Uska khada lund dekh to main darr gayi ki haye ye to meri gaand ki seal hi nahi saari ki saari gaand faad dega. Par randi ki aatma jo mere andar thi, wo toot padi uske lund par. Mun mein le kar maano meri zindagi ka sapna poora ho gaya.
Iske aage kya hua, wo aapko agle part mein pata chalega.