Namaste snehithare nanu nimma Sanju… yaru nanna hindhina bhaagadha kathegalannu odhillavo avaru dhayavittu adhannu odhi nanthara ee katheyannu odhabekagi vinanthisutthene…
Innu ee katheyalli nanna amma Radhala jothege hege nanna modala rathri nadeyithu endhu thilisutthene… innu kathege barona…
Anshu avalu kempu seereyuttu kaiyalli haalina lota hididhu room olage nidhanavagi hejjeyaniduttha bandalu… nanu haage eddhu ninthu avala mukhavannomme nodidhe… avala kannugalalli nachike, sankocha, bhaya ellavu ottagi kaanisutthitthu…. nanagu idhu modhala baari aadharindha bhaya, sankocha, nachike ellavu agutthitthu…
Haage avalu room olage bandu nanna kaige haalina lota kottu bagila hakalu hindhe thirugidhalu, avala hindhe thirugidha nanthara manage kaanisiddhu sampoornavagi kaanisutthiddha avala bennu matthe dappavagi kaanutthiddha aa thika…. haage nodutthidhare avugalannu haage kacchi thinnabekenisutthitthu…. adharu poorthi rathri nannadhendhu summaniddhenu…. avalu baagilu haaki bandhu seedha nanna kaalige biddhalu… naanu enu madbeku ennuvudhu gottagadhe avalu baggidhaga kaanutthiddha avala moleya seelannu noduttha summaniddenu… avalu thaleyannu melakke etthi nanu enu maadutthiddhenendhu gamanisi haage mugulnakkalu…. nanu avalannu hegala mele kai haki ebbisi manage madhuve agilla adharu ethakke kaalige biddhiddhu endhu kelidhaga avalindha bandha utthara “madhuve ellaru agutthare, adhare samsara matthe hennuge sukha needuvantha gandu sikkare mathra adhu nijavadha madhuve” endhalu… nanu aaga sari endhu summaniddhe…. avala haage haalina lota thegedhu nanna kaige ittalu… naanu adhannu kudiutthrabekadare adhannu kitthukondu obbare kudiyodhalla, nanagu adhara paalidhe endhu enjalagiddha aa haalannu kudidhalu… kudidha mele avala kempu thutiya meliddha haalina guruthu nanna keralisutthitthu…… nanu enu nodutthiddhenendhu avalige gottagi haage avala naaligeyindha avala thutiyannu savarikondalu…
Idhadha mele nange hege mundhuvareyabeku endhu gottagadhe summanidde… aga avale munde bandhaga nanage bhaya shuru agi maiyella bevarutthiddhe… nanu naduguvudhannu nodi avalu hage nanna kaiyannu hididhu obbara maigalannu ondhaguvanthe madi innu hattira bandalu, nanna reshme shirt, panche inda bevaru ilitthiddare, avalu haage nasu naguttha nannannu innashtu hatthira baraseledhukondu avala maiyindha barutthiddha vasaneyannu heeruvanthe maadutthiddhalu.. nanage avala mukhavannu nodalagadhe aa kade, ee kade nodutthiddhe…. avalu nanna Galla hididhu nanna kannugalalli avala Kannu ittu noduttha have kannalle mathadalu shuru madidhalu… “ishtu dina avalannu rape maduvante adutthiddhavanu, ivathu hege sumne iddhenendhu avale kanne helutthitthu”… innu thada madidhare aguvudhilla endhu haage avala hegala mele kai haakidha thakshana avala mukhadhalli sanna Nagu moodithu. , nanagu idhe bekitthu, haage avalannu bogase reethiyalli hididhu hanege mutthu kottenu, haage kannugalige mutthu kottenu, nanthara kennege mutthu kottu, haage kelage Bandhu gallakke mutthu kottenu… heege Ella kade mutthu needidha nanthara avala kannugalalli kannittu nodidhaga nachikeyitthu…. avalannu bidadhe haage avala thutige nanna thutiyannu otthidhaga avala thutiya mele modhale iddha haalina ruchi sparshisithu… haage aa madhuravaadha gulaabiyanthaha thutiyannu savari bayi theredhu avala thutiyannu mellane kacchuttha, nidhanavagi nanna naaligeyannu olage haaki avala naaligeya jothege aatavadalu bittenu…. ega avalu rocchigeddhu thanna kayindha nanna katthannu hididhu avala mukhakke appacchiyaguvanthe nanna thutiyannu kacchi kacchi thinnuttha, nanna enjalannu heerutha mutthina aanandhavannu anubhavisutthiddhalu….
Nanu eega thada madadhe haage avala sontakke seedha kai haaki adhannu amukidhenu, amele gottagiddu avala sontavannu ashtu balavaagi otthiddhenendhu, avala sontavannu otthidha sparshakke nanna naaligeyannu avala hallinindha kacchidhalu, avalu kacchidha rabhasakke raktha suriyutthitthu…. adhannu gamanisidha avalu matthe thanna naalige matthu thutigalindha nanna naaliyinda barutthiddha rakthavannu heeri kudidhalu…. heege ibbaru obbara naaligeyindha innobbara naaligeya, thutigala jothe aatavaadidhamele swalpa usiradalu dhoora saridhevu….
Idhadhamele swalpa hothu haage sudharisikondu avalannu haage hegala mele kai haaki avala kempu seereyannu jaarisidhenu…. aga kandithu avala madhuravaadha bellage holeyuva dheha… modhale helidha haage modhale rathri naachikeyindha thanna kayindha avala moleya hatthira mucchikondalu…. adhare avala kaigalannu nanna kaigalindha thegedhu avala moleya madhya bhaagavannu thinnuvanthe nodutthiddhenu…. modhale heluvudhannu marethiddhe… modhala rathri aaddharindha ibbaru nijavaadha sukhavannu padeyabekendhu lights on madi fan haakikolladhe haage namma aatavannu mundhuvaresiddhevu… thutigala aatadhindha ibbaru aagale bevatthiddhevu… eega innu namma aata bhaaki iruvudharindha snana aguttho eno endhu manasalle andhukondu haage namma aatavannu mundhuvaresidhevu….
Avala seragu hegala melindha bicchidha mele avalu avala kaigalindha avala moleyannu mucchikondalu… adhare nanu budadhe avala kaigalannu bicchi… matthe avala seerege kai haaki joragi eledhenu….. nanu seere eleyabekadhare avalu haage thiruguttha thiruguttha konege nanna hatthira bandhalu… avalu nanna hatthira bandha koodale nanna kaiyalliddha avala seereyannu bisaaki avalannu gattiyaagi appikondenu… appikonda kshana maiyalli eno ondhu romaanchana… ibbaru obbara maiyannu innobbaru haage amukuttha hisukaadutthiddhevu… avalanthu nanna bevatthiddha reshme shirtina meleye thanna beralugala ugura guruthannu haakutthiddhalu… nananthu avala bennannu haage ujjuttha amukuttha avala hegala mele mutthannu surisuttha aanandhisutthiddhevu…. haage ibbaru obbara maiyannu innobbaru ujjuttha haage manchadha mele biddhevu…. manchadha mele biddhamelu hage ondhu kade indha innondhu kadege horaladuttha namma maigalannu ondhagisutthiddhevu….
Haage swalpa hotthadhamele avala mele bandhu avala katthannu mutthikki, nekki, nanna hallina guruthu beeluvanthe maadi…. haage avala hegala meliddha blouse annu kelage eledhu hegala mele bayi haaki chapaarisi avala mayi ruchi noduttha haage madhya bandhu nanna ishtavaadha jaaga moleya madhya baayi haaki allindha namma romanchanadhindha barutthiddha amruthavannu heeruttha manasoyicche anubhavisutthiddhenu….. haage avala ondhondhe blouse hooks bicchutthha nanna naaligeyindha haage blouse eledha haage nekkuttha poorthi bicchi molegalannu amukuttha hucchananthe kaachi haakutthiddhenu… nanthara poorthi blouse bicchi avala kankula bhaaga vaddhe aagiddharindha allige baayi haaki nanna mukhavella avala bevarindha nenesi nanna naaligeyindha adhara ruchi nodi avala kankulannu poorthi neeki clean maadidhenu….. heege eradu kaigala kankulannu neekidhamele innu kelage bandhu avala sontavannu joragi avalu kiruchuvanthe amukidhenu…. eshtu joragi amukidhenendhare pakkadha manyavaregu kelisithu annisutthadhe…. amele nodidhare nanu sontavannu amukidha rabhasakke nanna kai guruthu avala sontadha melitthu… haage avala hokkalige baayi haaki adhara olage nanna enjalannu suridhu, nekki sontavannella nanna enjalu metthi, nanna hallina guruthannu ittu seedha paadhagalige bandhenu….
Innu avala padhagalu kooda avala sparshakke thaala haakuvanthe narthisutthirutthadhe…. aa padhagalige mutthu kottu.. ondondhe beralugalannu nekki, cheepi haage avala langadha olage nanna thaleyittu haage meleruttha avalnnu rocchigebisutthiddhe…. nanna maimele innu ondhu batte kooda thegedhiralilla…. haagaagi naanu agale bevarinindha snana madiddhe…. aadharu avalige naanu poorthi sukha needalu nirdharisi avalindha enu apekshe padadhe avalige sukha needutthiddhe….. haage mele hoguttha… eradu kalugalige hithavannu needuttha…. avalannu udhrekistthiddhe… avala mandiyindha mele hodhamele avala udhreka, usiru jaasthi aagi nanna thaleyannu joragi amukuttha avala kaalugala mele nannannu otthikollutthiddhalu…. nanaganthu avala langadha olagiruva bisi, nanu bevatthiddharindha, avalu nannannu otthikollutthidharindha mai bisi kaarutthitthu…. aadharu bidadhe avalannu sampoornavaagi anubhavisabekendhu haage innu mele hoguttha swalpa hottu avala thodegala mele mutthannu needuttha aatavaadisidhenu… ashtaralle avalu nanna thaleyannu avala thodegala mele hididhu kakkidhalu….
Idhadhamele nanna thaleyannu bittu sudharisikollutthiddhalu… aadhare nanu bidadhe nidhanavagi avala kacha indha barutthiddha parimalavannu seerutthiddhe…. haage avala chaddiyamele male nanna mukhavannu savaridhe… ashtakke matthe ecchetthukondalu…. naanu bidadhe haage kacha meleye baayi haaki avala thullannu kacha meleye mutthu kotu, neeki, adharindhane rasavannu heerutthiddhe…. haage baayiyindha avala chaddi thegedhu matthe avala chandranaadiyannu meetidhamele avalige udhreka jaasthi aagi aavle langadha laadi bicchi nanna thaleyannu balavaagi hididhu matth thannattha otthikondalu…. ee saari matthe avala thulannu naaligeyindhane keyuttha, nekkuttha, cheeputtha matthondhu sari kakkisidhenu… ee sari avala poorthi rasa kudidhenu…
Matthe avalu sudharisikollalli endhu mele bandhare avalu gattiyagi nannannu thabbikondu nanna thutige avala thuti serisi joragi mutthu kottalu… nanu haage mutthannu nillisi avalige sudharisikollalu bittu avalannu hindhe thirugisi avala bra thegedhu avala poorthi benannu ondhu churu bidadhe nekki, kacchi haakidhenu…. avalu sukhadhindha naraluttha… maiyannu alugaadisutthiddhalu… aadharu bidadhe poorthi beenannu, avala sontavannu, konege avala thikakke mrudhuvaagi hodedhu kacchidhenu…..
Ishtadhamele konege nane nanna maimeliddha ella batte thegedhu seedha avala thullina bhaagakke nanna thunneyannu idalu hodhaga avalu nillisi “ninna maiganthu sukha needilla, atleast ee thunnegadharu sukha needutthene” endhu heli nanna thunneyannu baayalli haakikondu channagi cheepi, nanna beejagalannu cheepi, innu kelage hogi nanna thikavannu swalpa hotthu nekki nanage prakruthi thorisalu mundhadhlu….. modhala rathri modhala milana… nanna thunneyannu nidhanavaagi avala thullina bali ittu nidhanavagi olage thallutthhiddhare avala nannannu gattiyagi thabbikondu sukhdha amalinalli thelutthiddhalu… haage swalpa hothu nidhanavagi madidamele joragai keyalu helidhalu…. haage keyuttha keyuttha…. avala molegalannu haage bittiddharindha adhannu haage bayige haakikondu adannu cheepi adhara thottannu kacchuttha avalige novu kodutthiddhare….. avalu aa novallu sukdhadhindha madhura dhvaniyalli aaaaaahhhhhhhh mmmmmmmhhhhhhh maadu innnu joragi kaaaaaaccccchhhhhuuuuuu nannannu soore maadu endhu bedutthiddhalu….. ibbaru maiyallu bevaru kitthukondu barutthitthu….. swalpa hothu avala mele biddhu keydhamele avalannu hindhdinindha keyalu mundhadhenu….. avala jadeyannu hididhu thikadhamele madhuravaagi baarisuttha keyutthiddhare eno ondhu tharahadha santhosha…… matthe konege avalannu nanna mele korisi keyalu helidhaga avalu beda nanna kelage haaki keyi endhalu…. yaake endhu kelidhaga “ivathu poorthi nanage sukha needu, jeevana poorthi ninna daasiyagirthini” endhalu… sari endhu matthe aa dhina 3 baari keydhu avala mai poorthi neeki, ibbaru bevaralli snana maadi haage thabbikkondu malagikondaga belligge 4 gante…..